If you’re the type of person who can easily throw away things, throw away memories, throw away money, throw away love–i’d be the total opposite. I value someone or something so much to the point where I empty myself to the needs of other people while neglecting to fulfill my needs. I am a giver, a listener but it brought me so much pain. 1 year and almost f***ing half a year and I he threw it all away for a slut. He threw away the memories. He lost respect. He took me for granted and god it was sick! I told myself to stop chasing someone but my f***ing heart tells me to just give it more time. It said patience is a virtue, but look where it got me? I am sick and tired of my life. Sick and tired of getting stepped on. Give me a break! I deserve more than anyone could ever think about.